REVISTA

At The Moment

2011-12-29T18:38:00.003+07:00

Just so you know, I am siting in Mcd near my house now and writing this. Using the facility of Mcd to download lot of songs and movies. And waiting till it done. Key, Bye.

Say Hi For My New Life

2011-10-04T16:51:00.004+07:00

Hello mates, just got a lil time for updating my blog. And I'm gonna tell you that I've decorating my dorm room. It's not done yet cause I want to add some cute things more. I want my room looks cool and comfy, so I won't miss my home (my bedroom) in Jakarta too much.
Anyway, I've register 3 ukm in my campus. Yes, three ukm. Ukm is like a club or community for colleger, and there's lot of ukm that you can choose. Such as Fokus, KMF, Baskom, and many more. And I've registered 3 of it. I'll tell you what Fokus, KMF, and Baskom is. Fokus is Fotografi Kampus, KMF is Komunitas Musik Fikom, and Baskom is Basket Fikom. Photography, music, and basket ball are my favorite and I can't choose one of it. So, I registered all of it and I'll try to attend every ukm that I choose. Hope I can arrange the schedule well.
Now I gotta go and gonna doing my bloody task. So goodbye for now, see you later soon kay?

xoxo,
Trisa

The End of The beginning

2011-09-11T00:06:00.005+07:00

(via: trischasecret.tumblr.com)

"Let's open the new chapter."

Finding You is The Sweetest Thing in My Life

2011-09-10T21:54:00.009+07:00

Every story has an ending. Whether it's a happy ending or a sad ending. I know every little thing that happened to us is our destiny. No, we can't escape from it. But yes, we can change it. We can change it and make it better from what we've got. But don't hope too much cause if you're not got what you've wished for you'll feeling down or depressed. Just prepare everything for the worst so you'll not feeling that bad when you're down.
Just let me tell you what just happened in my life a couple days ago. I just broke up with my boyfie. I tell you what, it's not really good. Sooo not good at all. I feel awful to told him the truth, but I should keep it going and say it. What a mistake to took him to food court, it's really crowded. Such a moron to pick that place to ended your relationship with your boyfie, where there's a lot of people who can just see or hear what you say. So not private at all. But we just ignore the crowd and talk deeply about our relationship thingy. Then we reached an agreement and we're no longer called as boyfriend and girlfriend. I could cry it out loud but I held it cause I won't embarrassing myself in front of him and in front of lots of people. So I keep my tears hanging on the corner of my eyes and keep talking like everything is gonna be fine.
After he confessed his feeling to me last December, we had a lot of memories that we shared together. We're through up and down, thick and thin, everything together. And this is the longest relationship I've ever had. But you know right, nothing is forever. Also my relationship with him, the most kind, sweet, shy, with awkward attitude boy, ended. It sucks when you wish everything just fine but the truth is not fine at all. The most suckest thing is we can't go back to the time when everything seems so wonderful where we can't find any fight or little argument just like we did lately.
So I wish this choice is the best for both of us. Thanks for the memories, and sorry for all the mistake that I did. I hope we still be a close friends, Bo. I'll never ever thinking to forget you, cause you're the sweetest thing ever that come to my life :')

ps: Thanks a lot for the gift.

xoxo,
Trisa

Another First Night In Jatinangor

2011-09-05T21:02:00.010+07:00

Hello readers! I just arrived here this noon and feels so glad plus nervous plus excited cause this is the very first time I go to Nangor by bus which is very safe and pretty good for a-cheap-but-not-a-bad-service bus by myself. Well actually, there's Ina and Ucok that also took the same bus with me. So I wasn't totally alone by myself in that bus. Skip it and let's go to the point.
Now, I'm sitting alone on my bed and writing this blog. Have nothing to do? Nope, I have lots of tasks but I don't think to do my tasks or even to touch it. I still in my holiday mood *sigh* Can I extend my holiday, please? Please? Yeah, I don't think so.
And sitting here in my dorm with peaceful melody that I played in my media player makes me have a lil crazy idea to decorating my dorm. I saw a lot of beautiful bedroom in tumblr and I'm dying to have one of those bedroom. I should bought lightning and beautiful stuff to put it in my room. And put some nice words on my wall, it could be a piece of lyric or beauty quotes. I really want my dorm turn like this

or this

or this

or this

or this

and many more...

So, I should go to Jatos very soon and buy all of the things I need to make my dorm as beautiful as the pictures above. Better go right now, see you in next post. Cheers!

xoxo,
Trisa

Celebrate The Day of Celebration

2011-08-31T13:37:00.005+07:00

Hello all Moslem in the world, where ever you are. I'd like to say happy Ied Mubarak, and sorry for all of the mistakes that I've make intentionally or unintentionally. I know it's late but you know what they say right, it's better late than never. After trough a month of fasting we should celebrate this day of victory. Yes, it's really the day of celebration and I eat like a lot. It is really good for people who'd like to gain some weight cause you could eat anything you want and the food is bloody robin (yummy). And yes, I gain some weight. Idk I should happy or not :/
Bad news, a couple day after Ied Mubarak I should go back to Jatinangor and back to my routines. Back to my dorm, campus, and back to my new life which just started a month ago. Feels old cause when I realize that I am a colleger now. Whoa time goes so fast right?
Good news, umm I don't have any good news yet ha! But I do really enjoy my life now, everything goes just what I planned before and hope every little thing in my life goes well.
Anyway, during my boring time I am browsing about my man-Douglas Lee Poynter-a lot, I miss him so much. Since April, the first time I see him playing live in my town, I never see him again and now I miss him so much :( What a bad luck I have, the love of my life which I love since Junior High come in to my country, come in to my town, and we're definitely in the same room but I can't make a chance to meet him personally or even take a pic with him. I really wish that McFly would like to have another chance to tour in Indonesia again, in Jakarta or Bandung especially. I wont miss my chance to meet him, to tell him that he is the one that I love since I was a kid, his songs are songs I listened to everyday, and he is the man I always dreamed on to be my boyfriend. Yeah I'm so cheesy or whatever you want to call me, but that's what I feel if I think about him.
Okay so now I'm alone in this room and feels so bored. I should go out, spend my last day of holiday very well before I'm back to my routines. Well, got to go now, keep your chin up and bring your smile to lighten up this dark world. Bye!

xoxo,
Trisa

Words of The Day

2011-08-23T15:25:00.004+07:00

"You sit there in your heartache, waiting on some beautiful boy to save you from your old ways." -The Killers

Please Read This

2011-08-23T15:09:00.004+07:00

Tell you what? I'm not good at expressing my feelings, so I keep everything bottled inside. Half the time, I want to tell someone what I'm feeling, but I don't even know how to describe it. So I stay quiet. And it hurts my feeling sometimes. So I just need your sensitivity to understand me. Just one, Understand me, Please?

It May Not Be Easy

2011-08-23T14:50:00.003+07:00

Love the people who treat you well and forget the ones who don't. Remember that everything happens for a reason. If you get a change, take it. Work hard and be respectful.
It may not be easy, but it will definitely be worth it.

Remember This

2011-08-23T14:28:00.006+07:00

Everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something, and has lost something.

Quick Update

2011-08-18T00:31:00.006+07:00

It's 00:30 in the morning and I can't even close my eyes so I decided to update my blog.
Now I'm in my dorm, and yes I choose to go to Jatinangor and study at Unpad and going to learn in Faculty of Communication (FIKOM). Though I get Sastra Perancis UI, I think this is the time to learn to be more mature. Do everything by yourself like laundry, cooking, cleaning the bathroom, and so on. And now no one will reminds me to do my task or study or anything else. I should independent by now. Well hello my new world.
Anyway two days ago was my birthday and I'm 18 now. I feel so old. I feel like I should change all my childish habit.
So I think that's it my quick update but tomorrow I should go to class at 07:50 so, good bye now. Ciao!

xoxo,
Trisa

Marry Me?

2011-07-03T21:34:00.013+07:00

Let me introduce you my man, Dougie Poynter

He's in a band called Mcfly and he's playing bass. He's the most gorgeous man alive. He's super funny, cute, loving, and clever in his own way. And he's british! What else do you need from a man?

Here is Mcfly in photo booth at the Nordoff Robbins.

Here is Dougie

Oh and yes Doug, I fancy you so much ♥♥

Lil' Update

2011-07-03T20:21:00.006+07:00

Hello! What are you doing? How's your life? Mine is superduperfckgbloddygreat.

Sorry for lack of posting a new one cause I'm very busy since 4 months ago with my high school thingy. And yes finally I'm graduated from 48 high school. And since then I also take snmptn test and simak UI test, actually today I just did simakUI test and it was make me stressed out. I really want get in to UI and that simak test was the only hope to take me there. Wish me luck for that simak thing, wish I can get into UI and make my parents proud, AMIN. The good news is I got into Padjajaran University from snmptn and obviously it makes me didn't believe at first when I got the news,so I check that news again and yes it's real. I'm accepted in Padjajaran University, and it such a dream come true. Whoa thanks God, I know that if there's a will there's a way.

But still hoping to get another good news from simak this month, and being a student in UI is my dream since I was a kid. Just wish me luck!

2011-03-11T22:01:00.000+07:00

Do you even realize how adorable you are? :)

Used To Be So Perfect Together

2011-03-08T22:46:00.009+07:00

You know, it's become awkward between us. But I like this kind of awkwardness.

I think you try to pull me again in to those memories that start to fade away. And it feels like you always right here, around me. Everytime I go, I see you. At school, public places, in my dream... Now I realize your laugh is the best sound I've ever heard. Your smile is the best view I've ever seen. And to be with you is the best feeling I've ever felt. You probably won't even remember half of the things that I will never forget. But what can I do? We just two people who live in different world and it makes me realize that I just waste my time by thinking about you. You no longer my 'bat' anymore, you are my memory. My favorite one :)

xoxo,

Trisa

You Need To Know

2010-12-24T17:13:00.003+07:00

No I'm not mad at all, just disappointed.
I'm fine. Don't let me interrupt your time.
I thought you're different. But I guess I'm wrong...
:(

xoxo,

Trisa

Tumblr

2010-12-19T20:42:00.002+07:00

Check on my other sites http://trischasecret.tumblr.com/

Come on

2010-12-19T20:17:00.002+07:00

Come here and save me. I need you to be my escape. Please?

My 16th December

2010-12-16T22:41:00.003+07:00

Dear Bo,
Please don't be like the others. Prove to me you're different.
Show me that you're worth fighting for.

xoxo,
Trisa

Cuties

2010-12-16T22:25:00.004+07:00

Awww cutie < 3

You can lick my face too Oli :p

Ohh...hi

Spending Time With You

2010-12-16T21:34:00.003+07:00

You and me. Face the fuckn world together.

Another Story

2010-12-16T21:23:00.002+07:00

Hello 16, hello my new story.

I just can't explain my feeling.
But you make me smile :)

Thankyou my dear, Bo.

2010-12-10T14:52:00.002+07:00

But I know, Bo. You can make my days brighter :)

xoxo,
Trisa

OH DEAR...

Give my regards to him,

who ruined my life.

2010-12-10T14:29:00.002+07:00

I want to go to the seaside, and far from the crowds.
Sound of waves and warm sand can make me calmer.

2010-12-10T14:11:00.003+07:00

I may not given you a lot to remember, but
just don't forget me.

Dear My Lover

2010-11-13T10:32:00.005+07:00

I miss how we talked to each other.
We shared everything and laugh at anything.
You call my name and smile at me.
Play your guitar and sing to me, though you're not a good singer your voice could make my heart melted.
You'll always be my favorite "bat" :)

xoxo,
Trisa

2010-11-13T10:28:00.001+07:00

Especially human like you.

Take This

2010-11-13T10:22:00.001+07:00

It's for you, Fwhore :)

Isn't it Ironic?

2010-11-13T10:07:00.002+07:00

We ignore the ones who adore us,
we adore the ones who ignore us,
we love the ones who hurt us,
and hurt the ones that love us.

2010-11-13T10:03:00.000+07:00

<3 <3 <3

2010-11-13T09:49:00.001+07:00

Poof <3 So cute.

Watch out

2010-11-13T09:24:00.002+07:00

Enough

2010-11-13T08:47:00.003+07:00

Stop copying. Find your own, Bitch!

xoxo,
Trisa

2010-10-30T10:11:00.000+07:00

I just need you here.

2010-10-30T09:45:00.001+07:00

It's too late and I can't go back.

Apologize

2010-10-30T09:25:00.004+07:00

I can't be what you want, I'm not as good as the other.
Sorry I let you down,
I love you mom.

xoxo,
Trisa

2010-10-03T18:51:00.003+07:00

I'd like to go somewhere. All alone.

Hello I'm Minnie

2010-10-02T20:43:00.003+07:00

Would you be my mickey? :)

Like Jumping Off on Edge

2010-09-24T20:53:00.002+07:00

Saying goodbye is like jumping off on edge. The worst part is makin the choice to do it. Once you're on the air, there's nothing you can do but let go.
Goodbye.

2010-09-24T20:12:00.006+07:00

Live in dreams.

2010-09-24T20:06:00.002+07:00

2010-09-17T11:52:00.001+07:00

via tumblr

2010-09-17T11:47:00.001+07:00

Hey wassup? Haha it's friday and lets party tonight!!!

2010-09-17T11:37:00.000+07:00

Oh....hi :)

Note For You

2010-09-17T00:23:00.004+07:00

Haha. Like it.

Double O

2010-09-15T21:29:00.002+07:00

All of my favorite, Oli and owl :3

Like Guitar

2010-09-15T19:53:00.004+07:00

There's only one boy who can play all the strings of my < 3

Could You?

2010-09-15T19:45:00.002+07:00

I want someone to play with my hair and draw circles on my back.
I want someone to cuddle with on cold rainy days.
I want someone to take me away from my blue.
I want someone to kiss my forehead softly.
I want someone to play pretend with.
I want someone to hold my hand.
I want someone to hug.

It Feel Like

2010-09-15T19:30:00.003+07:00

Hey

2010-09-15T19:28:00.002+07:00

SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!

Say It and I'm Yours

2010-09-14T17:44:00.007+07:00

3 words. 8 letters.

Back To Jakarta

2010-09-14T16:21:00.004+07:00

I just got back from Makassar yesterday. I met all of my cousins, niece, nephew. We celebrate 'lebaran' together and had a lot of fun! We are big family :) I'm so happy to see my family there, it has been so long that I wasn't celebrate 'lebaran' with them. And my aunty is a very good cook and I ate a lot there :9 I could go back to Jakarta and gain some kilo if I stayed there for a longer time. School starts next week but I'm not really ready to school. And now, I need to do all my tasks cause my holiday is nearly over. Ohh I need more holiday :/

xoxo,
Trisa

Three Words: I Want You

2010-09-10T19:58:00.003+07:00

Oh myyy, you're so hottt Oli < 3
Forget the girl next to you, and come here with me :)

Eid Mubarak

2010-09-10T19:54:00.002+07:00

I'd like to say
Minal aidin walfaidzin to all of you :)
Happy Ied and happy 'mudik' everyone

xoxo,
Trisa

Favorite Spot in The House

2010-09-06T17:17:00.002+07:00

taken by me

Confession

2010-09-06T17:08:00.003+07:00

I am lonely and miss you so much. If I met you I will hug you tightly.

My Secret Keeper

2010-09-06T16:30:00.003+07:00

taken by me

Hello bloggy how's your day? How's your holiday? Mine? So far so good (well...no one ask) anyway, I'd like to tell you about my cat, Bubu. She is the mother of my cats, and I gave all her kittens to my cousins and friends cause I can't take care all of them. I got her when I was in junior high, it's a long time ago. I fell in love in the first sight when I saw her. She's so adorable and cute at that time, she just 3 months old.
Now... err you can see on the photo, she's old, and doesn't like to play anymore. But she's still adorable and cute :) She's the one who knows what i really feel. And she's been very tough live together in my house, she's been in cat fight and makes lot of her fur fall over everywhere, pity her :( But I'm also proud of her because she's caught a lot of mouse in my house. What a wondercat :)
And the most important thing is, she's the one who knows all of my secrets. I told her everything cause I know she won't tell anybody. I love her. Always be my secret keeper.

xoxo,

Trisa

2010-09-03T10:38:00.000+07:00

A tatto maybe good for me too. I want one :)

2010-09-03T08:59:00.000+07:00

Well, it's holiday.
Call your girlfriend and let's waste our time together!

Dear Heart,

2010-09-03T08:53:00.000+07:00

Fall in love when you're ready,
NOT when you're lonely.

Updates

2010-09-02T10:27:00.001+07:00

Ohh yes it's my last day in school. And holiday is waiting!!! Wohoo we're going to have some fun, holiday :3 I can't wait any longer. Wake up late, sleep late, go out with friends, dvd marathon, and so many more.
I just can't wait. I'm tired with all of the tasks and tests. And this 2 weeks is gonna be great!
Well if my mom get a ticket to go somewhere for vacation, of course I'll go with her. I hope this gonna be my holly-day.
I'll keep update my new post on holiday. Happy holiday everyone!

xoxo,

Trisa

Souvenirs

2010-08-27T14:11:00.000+07:00

I'm just a girl who wries sometimes
When it's cold and i'm sad
And alone on my own i feel bad

Cause tonight friday night
When everyone's out
I'm just having my crisis on you
Crying on the pictures again
We were so happy
The colours are changing with my tears

And i'm doing that trip again
Souvenir souvenir
Souvenirs of you , my Love
And i'm doing that trip again
Souvenir souvenir
All my souvenirs are gone, with the wind
They're gone with the wind
They're gone with the wind
They're gone , with the wind
They're gone

Cause i'm a girl who wries sometimes
When it's cold and i'm sad
And alone on my own i feel bad

Cause tonight friday night
When everyone's out
I'm just having my crisis on you
Crying on the pictures again
We were so happy
The colours are changing with my tears

And i'm doing that trip again
Souvenir souvenir
Souvenirs of you , my Love
And i'm doing that trip again
Souvenir souvenir
All my souvenirs are gone, with the wind
They're gone with the wind
They're gone with the wind
They're gone , with the wind
They're gone

I'm just a girl who cries

By: Soko
This song currently in my head everytime I think of you.

2010-08-27T14:06:00.000+07:00

Yes, it's you. But I know you don't even care anymore.

Note

2010-08-27T12:57:00.000+07:00

Seven months.
It's very fast for you, for me it is not.
It's so easy for you, for me it is not.
It does not mean for you, for me it is not.
It's just an ordinary seven months for you, for me it is not.
It's a very long time for me, it's hard, it means a lot to me, it is not just an ordinary seven months. Cause I had to fight for myself to leave my past.
I had to tell myself that it's not like what I expected.
And everything changes. It is not like it used to be. The situation sucks for me.
I don't know what's going to happen next.
I'm just wondering how long it's going to take.

PS: Even if we never see each other again I want you to know that you made me so happy.

xoxo,
Trisa

2010-08-11T21:18:00.000+07:00

Take me around the city with this scooter and you will not stop seeing the smile on my face :)

2010-08-11T21:15:00.000+07:00

via tumblr

2010-08-10T13:24:00.000+07:00

You don't have to be a superman, spiderman, batman or iron man. Just be my man!

2010-08-10T13:21:00.000+07:00

love is in the air

2010-08-10T13:12:00.000+07:00

Your body is God's tool. Maintain it. Your body is God's temple. Respect it. -Max Lucado

2010-08-10T13:07:00.000+07:00

via tumblr

2010-08-10T13:03:00.000+07:00

via tumblr

2010-08-10T12:52:00.000+07:00

I want to go on holiday with you, watch the sunset with you, share stories and laugh with you all night long.

Happy Fasting Month

2010-08-10T12:46:00.000+07:00

For all of moslem in the world, I'd like to say happy fasting month. Sorry for mistakes that I've done. Wish this is gonna be wonderful fasting month :) xoxo

How Cute

2010-08-07T22:42:00.000+07:00

oh, just adorable xoxo

2010-08-07T22:29:00.000+07:00

sit next to you. watch the sunset together,
just the two of us alone in a secret place.

2010-08-07T22:23:00.000+07:00

love the movie, love zooey <3

2010-07-30T20:17:00.000+07:00

someday we'll go somewhere, you carry me to the most beautiful place and we're going to see sunset together. (I wish)

2010-07-30T20:10:00.000+07:00

I want all of that owl! so cute :3

Is It....?

2010-07-30T20:03:00.000+07:00

I can't be me when I'm in front of you
I just can't be myself when I see you
because you're very cute
and I feel shy and sad and I
look at you
and I think I love you
<3<3<3

2010-07-30T19:50:00.000+07:00

via tumblr

2010-07-26T17:09:00.000+07:00

via tumblr

2010-07-26T16:58:00.000+07:00

your words hit faster then bullets

2010-07-25T13:05:00.000+07:00

I want to find out who you are behind that smile of yours. I want to push away your hand that’s covering your face, and hold it tight. I want to run my fingers through you hair, and see the blush creep onto your face. I want to be there when you spill your feelings, your thoughts, your opinions.
I want to get to know you more.

2010-07-25T11:52:00.000+07:00

i wanna have one.

2010-07-25T11:15:00.000+07:00

via tumblr

2010-07-25T11:01:00.000+07:00

how cute. i want it to be my pet :)

update

2010-07-25T10:39:00.000+07:00

hello! it's been long time since i post my last post. and now i'm back and i've been in 12th grade about two weeks. and i was just like "is this for real? am i really 12th grade kid?" gah time goes so fast. and yes, it's real. just a couple of months i'll be stressed out by national test and SIMAK and others. i'll try the best as i could and i want to see my parents proud of me, amin. wish me luck! :)

2010-06-30T23:09:00.000+07:00

"i wish i had my innocence back.... and can love with no fear, like i've never been hurt"

2010-06-05T13:44:00.000+07:00

i've been places but i want to go everywhere

2010-06-05T11:46:00.000+07:00

i'm not a huge fan of flowers but i always feel glad when i see a dozen of flowers lately

2010-05-28T20:44:00.000+07:00

starry night is my best friend

please read this

2010-05-28T20:15:00.000+07:00

i miss you.

2010-02-26T11:01:00.000+07:00

Believe in yourself! Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers you cannot be successful or happy

-Norman Vincent Peale

today is friday and its holiday

2010-02-26T10:41:00.000+07:00

thanks God its friday and its holidaaaaaay!

all i wanna do is movie marathon, see you people

2010-02-20T16:49:00.000+07:00

"it's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does"

you know its for you

2010-02-20T15:41:00.000+07:00

i just want to tell you, though you read this or not

maybe you dont care anymore or maybe you think this isnt important

even if i cry like a baby, you may not care at all

i can hide what i felt in front of everyone but i cant if it was you

i still try to get over you, and i know its hard

and now we just like we never know each other at all

no greeting, no smiling, no eye contact and we know that we are in the same room

we finished it with a good way, its all your wants

but now? is it good for you? for me, its far from good

you know i still cant release you. i want to but i cant

its not easy. though you hurted me. you made me cry.

but i still thinking of you.

and you know what? there's a guy who come to me and cheered me up

at first i could forget a little, but suddenly

instead i think about you.

but if this is the last options we had, if we had to end this

and you feel happy about it, i tried to let you go

but this conditions are not good. i want you just like you used to be

i miss you.

i miss the old you, i really do.

xoxo,

bored

2010-02-20T15:18:00.000+07:00

another photos that i love which i took from deviantart

2010-02-20T14:17:00.000+07:00

hello everyone.

maybe today i'll spend my time for online,

well this morning i went to school to practise basketball at seven o'clock, and back to home at eleven nearly twelve. after eat and showering now i'm sitting in front of my pc and typing this. i don't have anything to do, so i just opened topshop.com and see how beautiful all of the stuff there, and these are my favorite

shoes:

bag:

skirt:

top:

dress:

actually there's a lot of beautiful and amazing stuff on topshop.com but i can't put it all here. and i really want all of that stuffs in my wardrobe now, mom please? okey maybe not all of that, but just one of that beautiful stuff. cause my mom wont buy me all of that -,- maybe i'll learn how to make money so i don't depend on my mother all the time.

favorite one

2010-02-16T21:30:00.002+07:00

you were everything that i wanted. we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it. all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

it's nice to know that you were there

thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel like I was the only one

it's nice to know we had it all

thanks for watching as I fall

and letting me know we were done

sorry if im too melancholy,

i just wanna share my mood and what i feel

2010-02-16T21:30:00.001+07:00

do you feel glad when im sad?