20 February 2010

you know its for you

i just want to tell you, though you read this or not

maybe you dont care anymore or maybe you think this isnt important

even if i cry like a baby, you may not care at all

i can hide what i felt in front of everyone but i cant if it was you

i still try to get over you, and i know its hard

and now we just like we never know each other at all

no greeting, no smiling, no eye contact and we know that we are in the same room

we finished it with a good way, its all your wants

but now? is it good for you? for me, its far from good

you know i still cant release you. i want to but i cant

its not easy. though you hurted me. you made me cry.

but i still thinking of you.

and you know what? there's a guy who come to me and cheered me up

at first i could forget a little, but suddenly

instead i think about you.

but if this is the last options we had, if we had to end this

and you feel happy about it, i tried to let you go

but this conditions are not good. i want you just like you used to be

i miss you.

i miss the old you, i really do.

xoxo,

T

 

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